(Age 21 till now)
When I kept my feet on two boats simultaneously, my pants slit between the legs. I was neither able to conclude graduation nor found satiation in the service industry. In college, I was allotted to pursue Honours in Bachelor of Commerce. The condition of the college was more idiosyncratic than I imagined. The way Bengali teachers used to edify and communicate, I was never able to concentrate, engage, or adequately fathom. The communication gap between the professors and me nevermore genuinely got me hooked.
On the other side, my learning in the service industry never really benefited me as a career opportunity because I possessed a mix of assertive and bit bossy nature, which is repulsively gross for this industry. While growing up, I was frantically influenced by my Uncle’s lifestyle, who was a hotelier too. The lack of fulfillment pervaded me all over, and I could not find quietude or satiation.
Then, I came to the capital, New Delhi, to meet the girl whom I used to date since my school spell. The compatibility and responsiveness in our conversations faded, so gradually, we ceased talking (though we are still friends). It was already very late for me to pursue studies or explore my creative side. Since I belonged to a middle-class family. The next thing I had have to ascertain was work opportunities for viable shelter and meals.
The education from English medium school turned out to be triumphant for me. First, I initiated working as a customer care executive for an American Co. Secondly, after a few months of experience. I was confident enough to join another company as a ‘Cold-Caller’ with an immense salary hike. Authentically and infectiously, it helped me to work on my communication skills while I unbolted the door of E-learning.
Concurrently, the longer durations to the exposed internet assisted me to clasp the learnings of Digital Marketing plus evolved my Soft Skills as Sales Executive. I was making a sufficient amount of money to have a hipster lifestyle and hipster lady around me. Life isn’t full of rainbows and butterflies when my work life was compelling enough to surpass any challenges. I was going through a humdrum phase in my love life conquered by masters of mayhem. Resultingly, I was cranky and crabby all the time.
Everything changed when she dumped me out of the blue. I was ridiculously unhappy on the edge of going into depression. The initial three months of 2018 were filled with tears, discouragement, and despondence. I relied on YouTube for unwavering motivation and focus by consuming compelling and charismatic content. By then, I discerned my satiating interest in weight lifting and bodybuilding. The Radical Physiology of the sport gave me the cleansing courage and helped me to change my weeping emotional patterns of fear and loneliness to attract bountiful blessings.
After paradoxical eight years of mundane work-life in New-Delhi, my 26th birthday in 2018, my super-consciousness elevated to disseminate seeds of happiness and compassion amongst the kids at Khushi Rainbow Home with zero expectations. Which rewarded me with a magnanimous surprise of all time by finding a compatible and most suitable cosmic companion. We together found the paroxysm of exuberance directing us to glide with the pigeons of peace.
The places we explored together were enthrallingly hypnotic and led me to a journey full of Self-Discovery, through the Introspection of my bonafide potential. Eternally, I feel enlightened and liberated in her cosmic company. After my accident in which I lost my best friend, it curated a mind-set of ‘You Live Only Once’ was now rearranged to “If we live virtuously in alignment with super-consciousness, we relish every day as an Emcee of Transcendence.”
Earlier my interest in literature was under the pile of other perplexities and distractions unrecognized. I must say the way she instigates my immortal soul to trail and accomplish multitude knacks makes me treasure her more and more with each passing day. I ascertained my passion for writing and reading, after penetrating through the pile of distraction accompanying my celestial companion’s soul since the end of 2018. The new ray of light enshrined my soul after our Auroville traverse, which swayed my consciousness spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. Additionally, the dopamine ejaculation endowed ‘Self-Actualization’ (more of which you will read across in Chapter 8 - Sea, Sun, Sand, and South India of my book titled The Manifestation of your Divine Companion). Perplexity in the paradigm was more simplified to find my purpose. I am now able to flourishingly connect with people, nature, and surroundings through garnering illuminating wisdom.
I have been dazzlingly blessed to assimilate joyous, mesmerizing, and motivating moments in frames. I pray if you read my journey of self-analysis, it will lead you on a path of self-exploration to be more ‘WOKE’ than ever. Our prerequisite is a sense of Inclusiveness and Incisiveness through awakening human consciousness. Which is indeed the best treasure to take everything with a grain of salt!